Hurt right now

I just need to vent right now, so I was dealing with a guy for 2 years we just made it official month ago and I use to call him every day and text him awhile he at work how he doing and cooking bringing him food to his job. I did what a woman will do. Talk to him when he stress or going thru problems and all. Help him out with Bill's if needed in all. Now he is a different culture than me so he has business and property back home that he is responsible for so he ask me if I can loan him $1000 and I said yes. But for some reason it didnt allow me to do it. I had cash but i want to hold on to it in case i need it for my family. I was going to charge my credit card to send it. But in the process getting approved for a house so I didnt want to use any of my cards. I told him that I could use my card but I had money coming tuesdsy I will do it then. I have not talk to him since that day. One of my home boy called me that weekend ask if I want to go out for a drink cool. I went as I approach the bar we went too. He called my phone. Asking me why I hsvent been calling him and where I was at. I told him where i was and who I was with and answer my phone. 5 mins later he show up at the bar I was at. He was mad came up to me and ask me this what I was on and called me a cheater. Later that night he refused to ask my calls and he text me and call me a bitch and fuck me. The next day he text me and ask me if I was still going to give him the money. I didnt respond because I feel that he owe me an apology and we havent even talk about that night. I text him today saying we need to talk he reply am good stop texting me. I'm hurt right now but i feel i would have been more if i gave him the money. I had feelings for him a great deal.