vent about roommates

i’ve confronted my roommates about the constant mess in the house and they make my life a living hell now. one of them is kind of nice to me but he always talks about me behind my back to the other roommate and the other roommate tries to “call me out” for the pettiest shit. she’s insulted me, she goes into my room without my permission so now i have no choice but to lock my door whenever i leave and to make matters worse you can easily open it if you wanted to. i’ve confronted her about it and told her not to go in my room and she said “if you don’t want me touching your shit, then don’t complain about the blood on the carpet” (for reference: she got her period blood on the bathroom carpet and was home all day and did nothing to clean it up.) they also use my groceries and move/touch my things without asking. not to mention they’re fucking dirtyyyyy, you don’t know how many times i’ve gone to the bathroom to see a tampon lying in the garbage can (not even the bag) it’s so gross!! and then thry try and pin it back on me by saying that i “never” do the dishes and etcetc. when in reality i’m always cleaning up after then when they’re high out of their minds and don’t realize they made a disgusting mess. ugh idk, i’m looking for apartments right now but i don’t have a stable job rn so to move out i’d have to dip into my savings and kind of struggle for a couple of months:/ also i live in NYC so 1. i can’t find an affordable one bedroom and 2. i’m traumatized with living with roommates. i can move back home to my mom but i left so our relationship could be healthier and i know if i go back i’ll only be moving backwards in life. sorry for the long comment, just needed to vent a lil :(