I had two early losses in the last year, one in July and one in October. It has caused me to have so much anxiety about having a successful pregnancy that I feel like it has disconnected me from my baby. When I was pregnant with my son in 2018/2019 I felt such a strong connection to him from the start but this time around I almost feel numb. Has anyone else dealt with something similar, and if so when did you start to actually feel pregnant and excited?