Trigger warning.. first loss today.

Alyssa

TW...

I went into my appointment today. They could not find the heart beat. They rushed me for an ultrasound and no heartbeat on the baby. I’m 17.5 weeks. I just heard the babies HB last week. I’ve had two healthy pregnancies and this baby had a negative low risk NIPT test as well as measured great at all the scans. They saw edema in the heart at my appointment with no heart beat.

The hardest part is that I have to be induced and deliver the baby since I’m so far along next week,

I’m struggling. This is the greatest pain I’ve ever felt. Hard to process loss. I’ll be leaving the group though.. :(