My husband is leaving.

When we first got together he was in Korea for 10 months. I got out. He’s obviously still in. And now he leaves on the 28th for EOD school and I don’t know what to do. I can feel myself detaching from him. Like getting very irritated and snippy. AND I DOKT KNOW WHY. It’s like my body knows and I tense up and because short and corse. I still cuddle and all that. But it feels different. Could it be because I know he’s leaving and I get it’s not for forever but still. It feels like my body and mind are just preparing me to be without him. We already only see each other on the weekends because of our jobs and the distance(2hrs away). It’s getting closer and I’m getting more worried and anxious to be alone again. I’m so excited for him. This is definitely something he’s wanted for a while now. But it’s going to be rough.