this is just a rant. I feel like a failure as a woman, i’ve had two miscarriages and a chemical. my boyfriend and I have been trying for almost a year now and one of those two miscarriages happened a few months ago. I hate seeing mothers take being a mom for granted because of how bad I want to be a mom. i’d be an amazing mom and would give my child everything and so many moms around me are partying and doing drugs and don’t care. I wish I could take them in, I want so badly to be a mom. i’m so tired of trying, getting my hopes up over the smallest things, and then getting let down when I get my period.