I feel so damn lonely...

My husband is barely home and when he is we argue. He acts SOO different, idk what it is but he does. I’m constantly locked in a house day in and day out. I feel like my marriage is crumbling into my hands. I don’t know how to even begin to piece it together. My depression is getting worst, and worst, and worst. I have went for help, I have a psychiatrist and I’m getting meds soon.

I wanna scream, I wanna cry, I wanna throw things, I WANT THIS INNER BATTLE TO END!!!!!!! I’ve been waving the white flag for ages......