Today I’m having one emotional day. My friend just told me that she is pregnant again and I’m happy for her. Yet is it so wrong of me to be jealous and a little mad. I want to be a mom so bad and so far no matter what we do it’s not working. All I do now is cry every time I hear or see that one of my friends is pregnant. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I keep praying that it will happen if I just give it time and patience. I’m doing my best, but today I’m so heart broken and I’m so much pain. I am truly always hoping for the best. Baby dust to all you who are going through the same thing that I’m going through. So sorry, I just had to let this out today.