Pain and hormones

My girlfriend and I been together for 8 years, a lot of things I should have left for not going to mention but I love her and stayed.

We got into a stupid argument and she said things I hope she didn’t mean but one thing that hurt so bad and could be my hormones off of clomid was,

“why try when I’m so mean. Why try for a baby when fighting this way? Why take the medicine if I act this way?” All these things hurt me! There was way more but not going to mention!

I may just be emotional but this hurt so bad because it’s my body I’m having to put through this, all the pain and suffering and ups and downs, lonely nights... negative tests, off periods, stress, it’s a lot for me right now and I’m just so hurt and alone! I have no one!

I wish she understood what I am putting my body through and why it’s important to support me right now’ my minds racing so much! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭