Criticized for being sensitive

I have had enough of people telling me I am too sensitive because I don’t react the way they would expect. Yes I am f*king hormonal and if you throw in my face that I am too sensitive I might even loose my mind over small things.

I cry a lot. I feel alone in this. In my country my husband was not allowed to any of my appointments and he can’t participate when I give birth either. I had a miscarriage last year and now being pregnant with our first child is making me so anxious, I question everything and it’s like I expect something to go wrong. I need my husband to be with me, to give me the strength to go through it all. It’s our child, not just mine and when I tell people how unfair this situation is, they say that I overreact and I should be just happy that my child is healthy.

I feel like nobody understands me. Are my feelings invalid? Am I just needy?