I know to anyone older this is gonna sound so stupid, but I'm so nervous to turn 20. I'm in school to be a medical assistant & I feel like I did it too late. I feel like a failure and I know I'm still young but I just wish I had went to school right after high school. And I'm not too excited to turn 20 like I just feel like I wasted my 18&19 working at a minimum wage job and I want a redo 😩 I'm glad I'm getting my shit together now before I have kids to worry about it and everything. But ugh. Idk how to explain my feelings on getting older. Anyone else relate ?