I’ve decided I’m skipping my birthday this year. It always depresses me. I always cry. I’m always disappointed honestly so I’m just skipping it. I’ve got a lot of negative things going on in my life right now. My grandma is dying and I haven’t seen her in months because I’ve been sick back to back. I’m incredibly depressed, my mom has been irritating me because we had plans to get matching tattoos on Mother’s Day and I was so excited I’ve been telling everyone and now she’s backed out. I have no one to talk to and literally no one asks what’s wrong. I told both of my sisters in law today that I just want to skip my birthday so they don’t feel like they need to get me anything or do anything and no one even asked why. I guess I’m not surprised that no one cares. Literally no one is picking up on the fact that I’m so depressed I don’t even want to wake up in the morning. But I have three kids that depend on me. My husband and I have been ttc for months and I really thought this was our month but I got my period yesterday so I’m not pregnant. I just want to quit and give up honestly because I literally don’t think anyone would care.