Please help distract me

Savannah

My husband and I have been trying for a little over a year, I know that's not super long in the grand scheme of things. I'm 34 and I turn 35 this year, I was really hoping to be at least pregnant before my 35th birthday. We're using letrozole and I think this next cycle my obgyn will have me take progesterone as well. We've had 3 miscarriages this last year. I'm really struggling with how that feels and finding the will to carry on trying. Every time I feel like a failure and I feel empty, I nitpick every little thing I did to see where I messed up; "Did I take that speed bump too fast?". I'm currently waiting to start my next cycle, after my most recent miscarriage last month, so we can try the medication again. After this my obgyn says we'll need to work with a fertility specialist, as he's done all he's capable of. I'm going to continue to keep myself positive and hopeful, but in the meantime I would really love to hear your stories and advice. Thank you in advance ❤️