No. It’s not really a crush. I just think she’s extremely pretty and kind and funny and well overall attractive. My boyfriend knows I’m bi and doesn’t have an issue with it. I even talked to him about her and thinking she was pretty (since I don’t think I have actual feelings) and we joke about it. There’s just something about her that I can’t shake though. My boyfriend is the person Im pretty sure I want to be with for the rest of my life, but tonight at work, my heart got all fluttery and I found myself glancing at her often. She’s just perfect to me. I wish I could hug her and maybe hold her hand, but I’m not in love with her. I love my boyfriend!

She’s also straight and there is a small (but completely legal) age gap. I’m just not sure what to do. It’s not like I could ever be with her anyways, but do I want to? It’s all so confusing.

I might post this to more than one group because it’s teen relationships AND lgbt sorry in advance if that’s not allowed