Testing my patience

Sometimes I swear I feel like my almost 6 month old baby knows exactly when to really push that last ounce of patience I have. Like he chooses days to wake up way to earlier when I haven’t gotten any sleep and on a day where my husband is going to be able to help me much.

It makes me so mad sometimes. And I know he honestly has no clue. But I just get so mad and my husband doesn’t understand. I don’t fully understand why I get as mad as I do. I always get up and walk away and come back. But I’m not even joking it’s like he knows somehow that oh my moms not going to have much help this day so let’s wake up super early and give her a hard time and see how far we can push her.