I just wanna die

Joelle

I'm so tired of change I want life to be stable, and I know my problem isn't as bad as for others but this week I've had 3 freaking anxiety attacks for the first time, and I just can't take it anymore, I'm tired of being a burden to my family and friends. I keep looking at the knives and scissors, and I just wanna cut my self or get my parents tequila and get tipsy, but I know I have to be strong but I just... It's too much