Feeling lonely

So recently Ive heard nothing but bad news. And the only person that I had left was my boyfriend but lately he’s always too busy for me and my feelings.. I also have bpd and bipolar disorder on top of that I have severe anxiety and PTSD.. my only safe place (my boyfriend) left me for his friends who weren’t even there for him at his lowest, but I sure as hell was. Now I’m at my lowest and tried reaching out and he’d much rather spend all his time with his friends and girls. He doesn’t even have a job to support me and the future kids he wants so bad.. he makes no effort, I just feel like I’m in a one sided relationship and I’m tired of feeling this lonely 😓💔