Sex is awful 😞

So when me and my so first got together it wasn’t this way. Flash forward he tries to rush it and plays his game so much we don’t fall asleep together at night. Like today I really wanted some and thought he would wait until later tonight. Well he like tries to rush it and go to the bathroom because we have kids? Like whyyyy... no foreplay like ever 😞😞 I cannot finish and I have never had an orgasm vaginally. I am not enjoying sex anymore it’s awful. If we get into an argument because he never has sex with me he will do it that day just to make me happy. Like if he really loved me and was happy it would come natural. I’m just sick of this shit!!!