Imposter syndrome?
I’m having a case of imposter syndrome at 22 weeks pregnant. There are times I’m totally fine with being pregnant and I’m aware that I will give birth to another human being. Then I have moments where I have this out of body experience and realize that I’m actually pregnant. That probably doesn’t make sense but like I just get this weird wtf I’m living my life as a pregnant person feeling.
Spent most of my life not pregnant and now that I am it doesn’t feel real sometimes. I hate feeling this way because I want to love my baby and my pregnancy. I fear that being confused by my pregnant state will translate to when I have the baby. That I’ll feel odd taking home a baby that I have to take care of.
Don’t get me wrong I do love my baby and plan to shower her in hugs and kisses but idk it’s hard to comprehend that I’m going to be a mother sometimes.