this is such a hard post for me to make. i struggled with porn for as long as i can remember. i broke the addiction several years ago but it has attacked me once again. i am so lost this time because i feel as tho i have no one to turn to with this. i fear for my future sexual relationships because i have tainted my mind. it is especially hard as a woman when we are constantly told porn and masturbation are a male issue. i feel alone. posting on here is my way of confessing at the moment so i would appreciate all the encouragement and advice you can give. i need it so bad right now. thank you ladies, God bless.