im torn

I know I need to break up with my boyfriend. We fight a lot, and he makes me so sad. The bad times are so bad, but the good times are good. I don’t want to do it, and I’m struggling to find the courage to do it. I don’t want to hurt him, but I know I don’t deserve to be hurt all the time either. I’ve tried so hard to make it work, but we’re too different. I just don’t know how to do this with as minimal damage to him and myself as possible