I miss you (R)

I miss you I miss how we were. What we used to be. I miss your body your everything. I can’t get you off my mind no matter what I do. My head is full with what “ifs”. I want to move on. I want to find someone that loved me the way you did. Someone who makes love like the way you did. I miss that. But reality is those times are not coming back anymore. I’m stuck in the fknn past. I hate this. I hate myself for thinking about you. You probably forgot about me. I miss your calls your texts. Why me? Why couldn’t we make it work we had a beautiful son together. You fknn broke this family not me. I didn’t have a choice. But I miss you and love you.