It’s been 3 1/2 years of TTC and every month is always the same result. Not pregnant. This month, things were different. I hit a 31 day cycle which isn’t normal. 3 days late. Ovulation tracked, sex at the right time… way more relaxed than usual. Everything was falling into place like we had planned. Day after day, negative after negative. Said to myself that if AF didn’t show up by lunch today that I was going to get more tests because this month I was CONFIDENT and 100% sure it was happening.

NOPE… AF showed her ugly face just before lunch. 😡

I think im just going to take a break from all forms of social media because it’s one family member or friend after another getting pregnant and Im mentally exhausted and im broken and beaten down. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t stand seeing other women brag about their abortions. I can’t stand seeing another accidental pregnancy. I just can’t.

Im not looking for advice on new methods to try. We’ve done it all. Doctors can’t find anything wrong. Im just… done.