So unhappy with my boobs

Sorry just a small rant

I guess I'm so upset because I wasn't mentally prepared for such a drastic change!

I was a large A cup, I had small nipples, and they were always perky.

Now they're a C cup, literally COVERED in thick black stretchmarks, the skin just feels ridged and rough from the dents of the stretchmarks. When I lay down I can literally pull up a flab of wrinkled skin with no boob in it.. just skin, like how are they this wrinkly and I'm still pregnant. My nipples quadrupled in size, theyre literally half the size of my boobs themselves. And they've gotten soooo dark.

And I always feel so uncomfortable when I'm not wearing a bra because of the boob skin touching my stomach skin. My breasts have never drooped so it's my first time ever experiencing this type of uncomfortable touching, the sweat that gets underneath, all that is so uncomfortable...

I'll get over it eventually I guess but I'm just so sad, mourning my old breasts that I had my whole life..

Sigh.

And even when they do shrink after all is said and done I highly doubt they'd have the same or even similar plumpness to them. I feel like they'll just be droopy and and wrinkled.

I'm just sad...

😔