Friendless.... 💔

My best friend is moving away soon and she’s the only friend I have. She hasn’t even moved away yet and she rarely talks to me anymore. When she does it’s very light conversation like she’s bored with it or doesn’t want to talk. She told me that she wants us to stay in contact, but if this is how it is and she’s not even gone yet, I’m not hopeful that we will. I’m also always the first one to reach out to her. Maybe she doesn’t want to be friends anymore? I’m not gonna ask because I don’t want to cause issues, but it just breaks my heart. I’m going to be all alone. I have no other friends at all besides 1 old friend that lives hours away and just got married and had a baby, so her and I just chat occasionally. I have no one to go out to do fun things with, no one to hangout and watch movies or anything with. Basically it’s just work and home for me. I’m not good at making friends, but I don’t dare go out to the bar or anything like that all alone. I don’t even know where or how to make friends as an adult. None of my coworkers really like me, and coworkers shouldn’t be friends. It’s just gonna be me and my animals.