Everyone around me has babies and I feel like the old lady trying to have her first baby. I know that I still have time but it doesn’t feel like it, especially if I want more than 1. Husband had male infertility due to taking a medication that killed his count. He’s been off of it since October and his count is improving but not fast enough for my emotions. Struggling today and feeling like it will just never happen. Why is it so easy for so many? Just feeling defeated today.