I am full of anger rn

It didn’t start off as angry. As mg bf, his friends, and I went around town for them to drink. I notice my bf checking out other girls. I was just disappointed cuz he knows how I see that as disrespectful and no matter how hard I try to control my feelings ab this I can’t. So it ruined my night and also dampened everyone else’s cuz I was quiet and moody towards my bf.

I started getting mad as he became more obvious and was doing it so so much. Not only to a bunch of girls but he would keep looking and blatantly state on the same girl over and over.

I couldn’t talk to him last night cuz his friends wouldn’t leave us alone. We all knew I mad annoyed at him but I wasn’t gonna have that convo in front of his friends.

So this morning we wake up, he’s slightly sleepy. I tell him why I’ve been mad AND HE DOESNT WVEN SAY ANYTHING AND THEN HE GOES BACK TO SLEEP.

I get some ppl don’t care if their partner checks out others. Personally he can do whatever when I’m not there. I think it’s rude to do it so much, so obviously right in front of me.. all night. I feel like I can’t go out in public w him because of this.

I wish wish wish I was one of those people who don’t care. But I do cuz I see the action differently than others. And the fact he’s still doing it despite knowing what it does to me...

I don’t want to break up w him over this but I just wish he would eventually stop doing it while I’m with him. I just think, if we stay together for the long haul I don’t want my entire life him just always eye fucking others.