In a state of shock

Al

I feel so so weird. I have tested 4 times and all positive and yet it feels surreal. Like it can’t be real. Also anxious because my mind immediately goes to ‘what if’. Anyone else feeling this way? I want to be excited but also want to guard my heart a bit from any disappointment. I have no reason to think there will be, this is my first time getting pregnant and we didn’t start trying til February but woof, it’s just a lot!