We had a hard time getting pregnant the first time, now my baby is 19 months old. I wanted my kids to be 2 years apart and how we've been trying for almost a year for #2 with no luck. It's so hard to see all my friends announcing pregnancies and having 3+ kids with no problem. But I also know how hard it is to have fertility issues to even have one child so I feel bad for complaining because I do have my beautiful daughter and I know I'm so blessed to have her. I just want her to be able to grow up with siblings. I feel like no one around me understands my feelings and I don't want them to get annoyed if I complain.😭