Pregnancy after infertility

I’m 6w4d pregnant after 6 years of infertility.

My anxiety is through the roof. Before pregnancy I felt shame surrounding my infertility. Like how could I believe that pregnancy is actually a possibility.

Now that I’m pregnant those thoughts are resurfacing again but they’re slightly different. How could I possibly be deserving of a baby.

These intrusive thoughts are super hard to deal with. I constantly think about loss though there is nothing saying my body can’t stay pregnant, it just struggled to get pregnant.

Anyone else struggle with similar thought patterns?