So anxious/excited/nervous for appt tmrw

Chelsie • Isla June ‘16 💖 Lachlan Dec ‘18 💙 Maisie 💕 Dec ‘20 - born to Jesus @ 30wks umbilical cord accident 3️⃣👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼 Dec ‘17 March ‘18 May ‘20 (7wks)

I have my first appointment tomorrow. Will be 7w4d. I am so excited and nervous and anxious. I’ve had 3 miscarriages at 7 weeks so I feel safe. Thus the excitement. But I had a stillbirth (at 30 weeks) due to a cord accident in December (my sweet little Maisie) and that just gives me so much anxiety for this new pregnancy after death. Now I know anything can happen at anytime. I’m so hopeful everything will look great tomorrow and I can start getting excited about pregnancy.