Just venting, accepting kind words ♡ I am feeling down.... I am under so much stress! Had * spotting *

First trimester 8th week. I had a yellow browish thick discharge accompanied with pain. I haven't been eating much - barely anything. I am very light headed and weak for days. Started pregnancy with HG (undiagnosed) and still cannot stand pills of any kind. Dr / med office thinks I am crazy for calling a few times like 3 on separate weeks! and asked to speak with the dr for emergency reasons and being todl by my DR that they should do an ultrasound my 3rdth ultrasound

I was coming in (due to bleeding, pain and finally was told in my last ultrasound I have a hematoma) but the receptionist / staff won't take me seriously. So I am afraid of aclling becuase I know how mean they are...

Today after a horribly stressful conversation with my mom (my parents are getting divorce), and our landlord telling us we have to MOVE (we have a 2 year contract it's only been a year) I am under so much stress, besides husband is a full time students and I am starting a new job😞 but I am exhausted & feeling sick!

Today I am by the end of my 8th week I am doing slightly better haven't vomited :) sadly

Shortly after having such a stressfull conversation I started feeling unwell and discovered the spotting.

sorry for my venting I feel so alone and terrified of loosing my little sweetheart.😭 rainbow baby.