It really hurts knowing that me and my husband have been trying to conceive for 5 years now and we have one child together my only pregnancy and I have a sister who has had countless of abortions who also has three beautiful healthy kids I have a friend girl who has had a baby every year the past five years and I'm to the point where I'm no longer mentally in the position to tell anybody else congratulations.. I feel like I said it in this mindset of envy and hurt for something that I want so much and so badly but it's like I can't happen and why 😔