I talked with my husband last night about having children at least to start trying in a year. It turned into a big fight. He said he wasn't ready for at least 2-3 years. Then said we could adopt first. It didn't make any sense. We had our first big fight I was crying for a hour. I felt like my heart was broken. I love children I love babies. I know that God put it in my heart to be a mother. 😥💔I still feel heartbroken He said he does want kids.

Just not now...

He wants me to wait till I'm 24 he's 27. ☹