I feel so beat down

I was looking forward to testing for pregnancy next week. The two week wait couldn’t come sooner.

Now I’m dreading it and praying time slows down as much as possible because I found out I need a LEEP procedure for CIN3.

They can’t do it if I’m pregnant. So it’s like.. if I am pregnant I’m going to be thrilled get scared because I’d be worried about the health of my baby due to my condition. And if I don’t get pregnant I’m going to be worried and nervous because the operation date will be so soon.

I just had two root canals and my dentist is a POS. Never explains anything to me before he operates, I always initiate questions and usually speak to the assistants or receptionists. He put my permanent crowns on and he was SO rough. My cheek was cut up because he worked on my back molars. He insisted he shave down my natural bottom tooth to help the top crown fit. And I said no?!? My cheek is getting in the way and he kept giving me a lecture about how he told me I needed to get my wisdoms out sooner. He was so rough. So my mouth hurts and my teeth are impacted. Sucks cause when he did my root canals he did so good. I’ve tried to be more understanding of his time but no like he kept cutting me off when I was talking too!

Not to mention I have a STYE now or some seriously burning pain in the corner of my eye.

Everything is just punching me in the face