I want to have another baby SO bad. I sobbed and sobbed because I just don’t feel finished yet. No rational reason other than it’s what I truly want. We CAN make it work. This child would be loved, supported, and safe.

BUT… today has been sooo rough. It makes me question everything. If I’m struggling this bad today why do I think I should add another baby. Which makes me want to cry because it IS what I want… I just feel beyond defeated today. Twin toddlers are no joke..