Fetish/fantasy becoming reality?

Hey everyone,

I'd like to ask you for some advice, I've considered myself a normal straight male until I've met my ex girlfriend, who had a fetish for crossdressing/ feminization. I was reluctant at first but eventually found pandoras box opening in my feminine side. I've loved it and she's pushed it with some experiences, which as much as I love seeing it on a girls (nails, high heels, etc..), but now got added appreciation for women and major respect for what ladies go through to look good.

We did indulge in anal play and obviously that was surprisingly amazing for me too.

She planted the seed and it's grown to a point where I feel like I should experience pleasing a man and possibly considering transitioning should it go we

ll going forward.

How can I explore this fetish and see who that makes within me?

I hope this makes sense.

*I have got a decent collection of clothes, heels and lingerie, but still somewhat inexperienced, so any suggestions or advice on how to explore my feminine side more would be greatly appreciated.

This is a peak at me trying :)