When I was 4, I was sexually assaulted by my cousins dad, my aunts bf. I remember going to the bathroom, him stopping the door from closing and coming in, and then him sitting me on the sink while I watched him mess with his belt & pants. I don’t remember anything after that! All I know is that immediately after that incident, I began touching myself. I was a baby, in kindergarten, and I couldn’t fight the urge to not do it. I did it everyday for as long as I can remember. In elementary school I started doing sexual things with other kids. My family didn’t believe me. They asked me, a FOUR YEAR OLD, why I didn’t scream? Why I didn’t call out for help? They even kicked out my oldest brother, he was living with my aunt at the time, for defending me. My cousins older sister (who is NOT his daughter, nor did he raise her) recently had a baby, a little girl. She’s a month old. And that disgusting man is out there right now holding her. Calling himself grandpa. It makes me sick. My cousin even admitted to me that her father molested her but she will never tell anyone that. Now she’s acting clueless because I said I don’t trust him around the baby alone. She said that “hurts her” because it’s her father. But he molested you, didn’t he? I’m not understanding why you’d trust him around your niece. Father or not.