Over it

I’m honestly going it through it & I feel like no one understands me & my friends just tell me “brush it off” I’m trying to hard to love myself, but my boyfriend just talks about sex & I keep telling him my depression is bad & he brings up how he can make me feel better during sex, I’ve notice he barely talks to me now & he’s always working, everyone says to leave him but I’m so attach & self esteem isn’t helping much, I’ve cried myself to sleep the past two nights & at this point I want to text him that if he wants to end it to let me know but i don’t want to end it cause I care about him...I guess I just want him to give me the same energy back...