Did your relationship change after you had a baby?

My baby is 4weeks old and I start to question my feelings for my husband. I feel like we have come to the point where we don’t love each other that much but we are used to being with each other I don’t know if you get what I mean. I feel like he’d rather spend his whole day doing some other stuff than to stay with me. He works 8 hours a day (he is working at home, he has three jobs), then he goes to play soccer with his friends until 9pm and if there is no soccer then he will find something else to do, sometimes some very stupid activities but he can’t stay home. Then he is too tired, he will want to sleep or sometimes he got to work again during the night.

Meanwhile I got to stay all day and night with the baby, I even have to beg him sometimes to go for a walk with us. I don’t have family or friends here, I’m locked in the house and I start to feel very lonely. We got married two years ago and I’m starting to regret it. I got to feel very pathetic to think about if life would have been different if I married my ex duh