Is it weird I am alive but I feel emotionless

I have been feeling weird. I told myself I am depress but I might be. I hadn't work in 8 year since my first daughter born. Later, I noticed I love turning people out. It's not like I want to but I don't feel contact. I am here but I don't feel like I am.

Almost 3hr after I wake up, I'm still in bed. I feel hungry but went I eat I don't feel nothing.