My older sister Hates me

My sister is 7 years older and more often than not I feel she hates me!

I flew in to Cali yesterday to see her and the family(2 nieces and her fiance, my mom flew with me) and I'm in tears today counting down until I leave Monday night.

She says such means things especially when drinking. We can't talk about it cause she gets so defensive and dismissive..

I'm so hurting and being 6m pregnant is just adding to it.

As well as its my moms Birthday and she flew here with me. She (my mom) would be crushed if I got a ticket and left like I did the last time I was away with my sister in August on a trip to Miami with her friends and I wasn't feeling the vibe.

I just can't get over that in our 30's and she 40's I really am hurt by the fact I think she truly hates me. I'm just venting.

My bestfriend feels we should talk but that frustrated me because its like his one size fits all answer to this frustration and it causes more frustration.