I’m getting a divorce over a sexless marriage been unhappy married for 2 years we dated for almost 5 years. I resent him so much and yes I tried everything I asked him for couples therapy he said no. Yes I told him the problem he kept making excuses. I told him I can’t live years unhappy and I have needs. I haven’t even been eaten out in years. I want to destroy the wedding dress but I don’t know if I should burn it it wasn’t to expensive we had a luxury wedding party but we didn’t get married by the church. I want to have a divorce party and destroy all the photos some I cut with scissors ✂️ but the rest I want to burn them. I don’t know what I will do with the dress tho. It’s so sad because in the start he did it all the time everyday then it became less and less I had never gotten so depressed in my life barely eating and cried every night so much to the point I felt dizzy and woke up with my eyes swollen in pain. I got to hate him so much and even if I still feel some love for him I can’t forgive him for things he told me he told me that it wasn’t necessary to go down on a women he only did it once in years. Sometimes it was 2 weeks without it. I had severe anxiety sexually frustrated like never before the person I was with before him loved eating me out. I’m so mad because I always showers before my husband arrived from work always having hope that he would eat me out. He only fingers me maybe for a few seconds each day he only wanted to put it in that’s it. Sometimes he put it in for a few seconds then said I’m done without me even cumming then went to bed said I’m tired 💤 and in a few minutes started snoring I had to use my toy under the covers. He said I was obsessed and crazy with doing it like wtf 🤬 when we started dating you did it with me sometimes 3 times a day and everyday and you fucking enjoyed it but guess he used me to get it everyday from me until he got tired and then decided to barely touch me anymore and just go to sleep each time. I wanted to be with him forever. I do want to say that he says he loves me and cares about me but it’s too late I told him I can’t forgive him that it’s hard. He doesn’t want a divorce.