Ghosted 👻

I’m feeling pretty bad right now so I thought I’d go ahead and vent. So me and this guy started talking around sometime in January. We hit it off and were really feeling each other and then boom three weeks later he was gone 🤷‍♀️ You’d think I would have learned your lesson the first time but no when he popped up again three months later and told me why he did it, I felt that it was a good enough reason. We both work the same job and he got into some “stuff” and didn’t want me to be dragged into it by association with him so I gave him another chance and we got into a relationship. Let me tell y’all that I was not use to how he treated me. I’ve never been courted before...I’m not use to dealing with his type. I told him I’d never been to universal and boom he took me, when I had to put my car in the shop he drove over an hour to pick me up from work and take me home for three days, his communication skills were on point, he made time to spend time with me every week a few days out of the week...to make it short I was falling hard. But then some stuff started happening at work again and he was getting more and more frustrated with it, he ended up having to put his car in the shop, his three year old broke her arm.. all this within a week so we ended up not seeing each other for about two weeks. Well when he finally went back to work, he didn’t come over afterwards like he usually did( it saved him having to drive a hour home and a hour back the next day) and I missed him 🤷‍♀️ so I started feeling like maybe he wasn’t into it anymore but when I’d ask him he’d avoid the question. His communication was a little off as well. I tried asking twice over two days and never got a answer just another conversation. So then I got a message from him that he’d quit his job or tried to quit and he would call me. Well he didn’t. When I tried to call him he didn’t answer. I tried to message him and he didn’t answer so I texted him and let him know I was there if he wanted to talk. Well the next day he messaged me and instead of saying “Goodmorning beautiful” like he usually does he just said Goodmorning. I asked was he ok and he said he was and that he was sorry. Then we messaged until like 11 in the morning and I never got a it of him what happened at work so at this point I’m thinking I may be part of the problem so I asked if he still wanted the relationship. And he hasn’t responded since. It’s been two days. I’ve tried texting him to let him know I’m here for him and I’ve apologized for not being there enough if I wasn’t..I can’t help thinking somehow I did something wrong and that it’s my fault. But I don’t wanna make it worse if he’s going through something by blowing his phone up. He hasn’t said he wants to break up, hasn’t deleted me off Facebook. I’m just lost... again 🤦‍♀️