Ladies serious question!!

So I’m currently pregnant with my bf and it’s our 3rd kiddo in 2.5 years lol now I have mental health problems and my bf got bad also I’m doing amazing now I feel so good!! I’m a real estate broker and have a schedule we fight a lot sadly like he gets angry and I’m loud also but I can’t help but love him because he’s a good dad? It sucks like we haven’t had sex in 6 months now since I got pregnant.

Now there’s another dude he’s my best friend who I’ve known for ever we’ve always flirted and liked each other but he then had to move away. Recently he moved back and sparks are flying like crazy I find my self absolutely so happy with him and he is happy with me. The issue is I love my bf I love how he is a great dad and all but idk what to do we are young only 22. I feel selfish if I put myself first instead of the kids I’ve been pushing and pushing to work it out for them but I’m falling so freakin hard for my guy friend!! And my bf is showing no motivation to change 😭🤦‍♀️ my parents tell me to do what makes me happy but idk 🤷‍♀️