HSG RESULTS (not good)

I has my HSG done today , and I asked if they could show me the results because I am impatient lol . I have two children , both c sections and 6 years apart.

First off , the test itself was nerve wrecking because I had no idea what to expect .

I took Tylenol before only to find out ibuprofen is what I should of taken lol

Anyway , I get there and undress and lay down .

The speculum was put in , and THAT part hurt the worst I think . Something about them opening it does cause pain . It was more of a burning feeling . The pain subsided and then they inserted the catheter with the balloon .

That wasn’t painful but I could feel the catheter, which was an odd feeling but nothing too bad . The ballon felt like pressure and felt like I had to pass gas .

I couldn’t feel the dye at all .

I asked for my results because I thought hmm I heard pain happens with the dye because there is blockages so I didn’t feel anything so I must be in the clear .

The dr then showed me the photos , and showed me that BOTH of my tubes are blocked . No dye spilled out of either sides . Neither sides ….

I let tears roll down my face as the dr scurried out of the room like I was contagious lol and the tech was there and she gave me some consultation.

I went to the bathroom to change and cried and called my husband to tell him this is why we haven’t gotten pregnant the last 1-2 years of trying .

I have my answer . I’m sad but I have my answer .

On the way home , I thanked God for showing me what the issue was inside me .

But there was something inside me , that brought me peace like no other .

I felt the peace of God come to me , and I beg and to cry tears of joy .

Why , why was I crying tears of joy when I just found out that I am infertile ?

Because I know my GOD , my GOD told me “daughter I’m showing you these results and that it seems impossible to conceive more children right now , I’m showing you what looks like the impossible , TO SHOW YOU THAT I AM THE GOD THE IMPOSSIBLE”

Praise GOD PRAISE GOD PRAISE GOD!!

I know my God is going to make a testimony out of my situation .