Applying for a job

So, I’m almost 20 and I’ve never had a job. That’s kinda embarrassing for me ngl. In the past I did used to dogsit everyday and get paid for it so I guess that counts as a job but it wasn’t like a job people count as an actual job, ya know??

I want money, but I don’t want to work. I’ve never had a dream job and I’m nervous to apply to places Bc that means I actually have to talk to people and go to work 😟.

I’m currently looking for part-time jobs around me though Bc I need the money. Also, I’m not in school right now so I HAVE to get a job. Idk. I’m just scared ig. I don’t want to adult.