Feel like life is a bit of a joke now

At university I was upset that no guy ever liked me. I thought things would change when I got a job

I moved cities, tried to make friends, constantly trying to date, keep having to change job as I don’t like it, I’m lonely and can’t afford a nice house.

I’m the only single person of my friends and I never get to see my friends cause they so busy. I try to keep myself busy and improve my life but I can only do so much.

I’m really embarrassed. I can’t help worry that I’ll never be able to meet someone and have a family. I really wanted to be a young mum