I'm not happy with my relationship anymore but it's about to change

Pretty soon I can actually see my partner in person, as it has been long distance... but I don't know if I even want to be together anymore 🙃 mostly because we are not talking much. Like I have no desire really to even talk to them. I am tired of fighting with them to pay attention to me, and I don't know if I can make it work.

This is the biggest issue in this relationship, and part of why I was reluctant to be in a relationship with this person for so long.

But in person it could improve? But it takes a lot of effort from my end to be in person.

I'm not sure if I'm just scared because my relationships always go badly and I'm upset about a problem I've created, or if I actually won't be happy...

It's really hard to imagine a good relationship actually lasting at all.

I'm leaving my hometown regardless, like in a week.

What would you do? What should I do?