Lonely and depressed

I hate the fact that noone on here wants to be friends with me I lost a friend of 10 years over some drama now I just feel alone all the time and I hate it I was also put on anxiety meds because I feel so anxious and on edge cause if feeling constantly alone yea i have my husband but i always loved having that one girlfriend that i could goto to talk to about anything...but i dont have that anymore 💔💔💔 I wonder if I'll ever be able to find a new friend like that 😞😞